There have been tremors and sounds. They have been quiet but constant. I kept hearing them...
It's taken me a while to realize the obvious: I feel free! After long years of being burdened by duties and unwanted things, I have broken away, "I" have exploded! This explotion has been quiet but it has been so strong, so potent, that my very roots have been left shaken and exposed...
I stumble through this new found freedom sure of my steps most of the time, and yet, there are days when I feel I need a map and a compass in order to navigate through this wonderful new place within myself.
I am amazed to wake up in the morning and be able to plan my days and be me, I am still taken aback with joy, and I get up and can't wait to start new plans and new projects!
Every morning is Christmas. Full of surprises and songs to share with the beautiful people I love. Lyrics from a Beatle's song comes to mind, "She is having fun, something that was always denied for so many years" and yes, I AM having fun!
wishing you blessings in your new found freedom (this post resonates for me - i was in this very same place, beginning the same journey just two years ago) it is a wonderful feeling *ruthie
ReplyDeleteThank you Ruthie! Let us continue the journey :)
ReplyDeleteThis is a beautiful, uplifting post, Alina. Freedom to `be' is such an incredible feeling, and I wish you plenty of magic in your life. Keep dancing in the light. x
ReplyDeleteHello Carol Anne, Great to hear from you again! and yes, I will keep dancing:)
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